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Chapter 83.1
“I’m sure.” Lin An Lan replied.
Helpless, Zhuo Siya had no other choice but to agree.
Cheng Yu didn’t know whether to be happy or sad, but he felt as if he had gotten himself into trouble.
“I really don’t mean that I don’t want you two to meet, and I don’t think that you need to do that.”
“I know, but I think I do.”
“Cheng Yu, you don’t understand. I feel very disappointed, so disappointed that I’m a bit tired. If I can’t change him, then I’ll leave him. At least, I’ll let him know clearly that I don’t like his behavior and that I won’t be friends with him anymore if he continues being like this.”
Cheng Yu felt that he understood. It was just that the source of the matter was him, so he felt guilty.
Could Jiang Xu still have the right outlook?
He didn’t think so.
And would Lin An Lan, who had regained his memory, think that he had caused all this and that it was his fault?
Cheng Yu wasn’t sure.
He seemed to have done a foolish thing, and that was lifting a stone and hitting his own foot and although it made him happy to remove the stone, it hurt.
So Cheng Yu regretted that he had paved the way for himself in too much haste. He should have been more gradual and should have let Lin An Lan be disappointed by the conversation between him and Jiang Xu, instead of letting his presence add fuel to this disappointment.
However, as things had come to this point, there was no point in regretting what had happened, so he could only take one step at a time and be ready to patch himself up in the next place.
Jiang Xu was very surprised when the security guards stopped him.
He had come to the set several times, and all his visits had been unhindered. After all, he was a star and not a minor one at that. Every time he had come to visit the set, he had been welcomed, but now the security guards were stopping him.
“I’m here to visit Lin An Lan. You guys know who I am, right?”
“We know, but Mr. Lin said he isn’t accepting visits these days, and he made it a special point to say, especially visits from you.”
Jiang Xu: ……
Jiang Xu quickly texted Lin An Lan: [Xiao Lan, what’s up with you not accepting my visits?]
Lin An Lan read the text message calmly, without a hint of surprise.
After thinking about it, he called Jiang Xu.
Not expecting Lin An Lan to call, Jiang Xu answered the call quickly, “Hello?”
“Not accepting your visit means that we shouldn’t see each other anymore.” Lin An Lan’s tone was very soft.
Jiang Xu didn’t understand, “Why? I have something to say to you about Cheng Yu, you haven’t heard me out yet.”
“I don’t want to listen.”
Lin An Lan asked him, “Jiang Xu, do you really not feel a shred of guilt towards Cheng Yu?”
Jiang Xu: ……
“Did he tell you that?”
Jiang Xu continued, “He is such a schemer. Why didn’t he tell you that he treated you like an object and that he wanted to trade you for Cheng Feng? Are you a commodity? Is his affection a commodity? Can such a thing be used for an exchange?!”
“It’s not impossible.” Lin An Lan replied, surprising Jiang Xu. “Don’t you want your father so badly? Then go to Cheng Feng and don’t come to me anymore.”
“Xiao Lan, what nonsense are you saying!”
“I’m not saying nonsense. I’ve been giving it a lot of thought. I’ve told you since senior year that Cheng Feng isn’t your father, he is Cheng Yu’s father. We agreed that neither of us would go to Cheng Feng or Cheng Yu. Cheng Feng belongs to Cheng Yu and I belong to you. I hoped you could let go of Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu, and I hoped that you could grow up without comparison or jealousy. Your origins are beyond your control, but your growth is. However you have given up on yourself.”
“I ……”
“Do you really feel no guilt towards Cheng Yu? Not even for a minute?” Lin An Lan asked him.
Jiang Xu didn’t say anything.
“You’ve really wasted all these years of higher education. You have given up on yourself, so why should I worry about you?”
“Jiang Xu, I don’t want to see you again until you’ve corrected your views. I don’t think I need a friend who’s outlook on things is so skewed. If my friend has done something wrong, I will help him, I will help him go back to the right path; however if he is bent on his own ways and refuses to change, then I will leave him.”
“Because I’m disappointed in him and I’m also disappointed that I’ve worked so hard but can’t get any results.”
Lin An Lan hang up.
Jiang Xu stared at his phone in a daze, unable to speak for a long time.
They seemed to have returned to the day of their fight, when Lin An Lan asked him angrily, “Look at you now, don’t you feel disgusted with yourself? What kind of TV drama are you acting? You can go straight to ‘Society and Law’ without any make-up on!”
“How can you be like this, have your senses been eaten by a dog? Did it eat your brain too while it was at it? Is that why you can think such things up and say such things to me?!”
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